I put too much stock in my own knowledge. Once I realized I would survive one catastrophe after the next, the joke was on me as I spent part of morality and mortality trying to have others meet me half way. I demanded empathy perhaps when it wasn't warranted.   Yet, in the field of psychiatry and psychology it is expected and my expectations weren't being met in my opinion.

Some critics in the field of psychiatry agree that often the issues of traumatizing childhoods, there is a lack of correct assertations. It is the business of pharmacology to create and design drugs for whats ailing us and often these drugs skim over a diagnosis and perpetautes the illness by disregarding other alternative methods of recovery. One thing to consider is if there was a solution without drug substitution, where and would be the field of psychiatry?